A New Beginning

I woke up feeling better today.

I'm glad I did what I did because it really helped me a lot. I'm no longer carrying this heavy baggage and it feels so much better knowing that we no longer have to pretend that nothing happened. I would really like to thank them for reaching out, somehow.

As I've said, we just didn't have the chance to be friends. I'm sure they're good people too but hey, we all make mistakes. We all act stupid sometimes. (I just hope everyone else would give them another chance.)

Another thing that really hit me today is that I really am no longer a moderator. My permissions are now removed. I'm back to being a regular member. As much as it is a relief to be free from the responsibility of keeping the forum clean, I kind of miss my "delete/move" buttons. LOL!

Don't get me wrong, this is in no way a power trip rant. It's just that old habits are hard to break. It has been three years and everyday when I log in the first thing I'd see are the RTM's. Some are real issues, some are petty. Some are funny, some are just "hay naku!" reports.

Now I don't see those reports anymore. I just browse the threads and every now and then I'd chance upon some posts that would be considered as a violation. I'd automatically look for my "buttons". LOL.

Anyway, its a good day for starting over.