Incomplete

It was J 's Alanis entry that pushed me to listen to Ms. Morissette's album; Flavors of Entanglement.

I can so relate to "incomplete"

One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived
And I'll be friend to my friends who know how to be friends
One day I'll be at peace
I'll be enlightened and I'll be married with children and maybe adopt
One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
of being forever incomplete

Yeah, I've been running my whole life...just wanting to get there. I may be funny, but I'm not always happy.

And yes, I'm considering adoption. It's just something I want to do. Basta, yun na yun!

One day my mind will retreat
And I'll know God
And I'll be constantly one with her night dusk and day
One day I'll be secure
Like the women I see on their thirtieth anniversaries

I love Alanis' version of God.

Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous
And torturous
But never done

This is just so me. Never done...