We can't have it all

It's been almost three weeks. Three long weeks of solitude.

It's nice to have the house by myself. I can do whatever I want with it. I don't have to bother myself with chores. I don't have to cook nor eat. I could just watch TV all night.
It's nice but its not fun.
We really can't have it all. I miss him so much. He is the FUN in my life. Yeah yeah, for those who know him would say I'm a liar! He is the opposite of fun really. He likes to watch TV all night long. See, we share the same kind of fun. That's the difference.

On friends: It's nice to talk to an old friend, but its not really good if he blows you off. Making some stupid excuse or is it really your friend? Maybe, just maybe....

Oh well, we really can't have it all. All I wanted is a friend, just like old times....nothing more.